She tastes things in turn to
Distract her mind.
Sensations on her tongue rendering
Her mind's eye blind.
For a minute.
For a moment.
For a fleeting speck of time.
It brings a break from remembering
Him right by her side.
She sighs...
...And
A breeze blows in to his window sill,
Caressing his skin
And softening his will.
Tries not to feel her beneath him
Legs open.
Wet and still.
Still...
He shrugs.
Pushes notions of her from his mind
With a bravado-propelled
Shove.
It doesn't last.
Because the die were cast
Stained upon his skin.
She let him in.
And that's where the start
Began
To
Begin.
Does she think of him?
Want it?
Wandering hands?
He thinks about...
She thinks about...
...Aggressively ordered commands.
She thinks...
He sinks
To his knees.
...What are these?
Silence descends to sit between.
He stares at his palms
that have released so much harm
But that still are made clean
Upon she.
He
Returns to the seconds of life they'd stolen
These fleeting moments
That some days don't leave him alone.
Fixates on echoes of her moans.
Has to clear his throat to
Stop
His own groans.
Both of them sitting
In
Their respective
Respectable
Homes.
The hands on the wall clock
Still moving
As each
Day
Drones
Into another endlessly
And he's sweating...
#Redders
...In work.
'It's bezerk, really,' he thinks, 'that it went this
Long.
And how quickly it went this wrong.'
He longs...
She longs...
To feel lips.
And tongue.
And sweat,
He's lost in a moment...
She's lost in a moment...
That hasn't even
Happened
Yet.
#Moment #YDLD