When I look around now there’s nothing I can see
Of the talking, smiles and magick
That became you and me.
Falling slowly into memories
That look that takes your eyes.
Tight embraces
Mirroring each other in our
Faces
Turned away.
Laboured breathing.
Neither
Knowing what to say.
An invisible thread wound through our fingers.
Each star
Sublime and hell
Each ill-said syllable
Lingers.
And what now?
No surprises
Left unsaid
Sleeplessness until the sun rises.
To want some sort of yielding
A
Break
In the feelings.
No struggle for power
A softness to set in
Curling up like a crystal-bitten flower
Set in ice
Set in stone
Set so still
Silence to bring
You take another pill.
Drifting began
And I cannot stop to
Hear and speak
And slumber with you.
Fragile contact
What’s left is bare fact
My scarlet words
Discarded
Ignored
Thrown
d
o
w
n
On the mat.
Now closed
Now hard
No winners
Because there’s no trump card.
Yes, I get lonely
Wanting
You only
To meet and talk and smile
Wrap around each other for
A while.
Then reality bites
And
Piece
By
Piece
It all falls away
Fluttering around my feet.
Fantasy?
The ripping of my heart.
It’s just denial
Making what we had appear so futile
Both wishing to go back to the start.
originally published on myone-daylove.com.
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